++ ~ YunaLesc@ ~ ++

2007-07-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

ahhh do you guys feel the lag when you blog?? whoa transformers is cool! i like bumblebee followed by optimus prime, whoa! john seow is wrong!!!!!!! it is not those ppl childhood who will watch it is those without chlidhood who misses this enjoyment, me for one. i'm gonna try and look for the series.

mmm i watched ocean13 too. It is pretty fast paced but i roughly got the story XDD i feel its an achievement!! woot! lolx haha! Py, harry and myself cldn't really get some parts but sean oh my gdness, he is super engrossed in e movie, he didn't even get his eyes off the screen, Zzzz.

I wanna watch die hard 4! XD i can't wait for harry potter too! ahh! mm update later!
Btw thanks guys for erm... your lovely tags.. and *AHEM SPAMS too. LOL.a motivation to update

2007-06-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

hihi! yeahh i'm sooo sryyy for the long overdued post. LOL had a chat wif sab and she was asking me heyyy joyce your maid hasn't returned back issit? ur story lke not complete leh. Then i realised ohhh yeahhh i didn't update my poor confused readers about wad happened. Well she did return! apparently she has forgotten my dad's instructions (which is to call back home when she touch down.) Ah well doesn't really matter, as long as she's back.

2007-06-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

geee today my maid's suppose to return but her flight has already alight, the person has gone missing. Now This IS very worrying... >< her flight landed at about 7 plus, she hasn't given us a single call. i sure hope she hasn't absconded. I got so much to tell her!!.. Zzz!

Today during attachment, this lady told me that i shld be in the film and media side. I agree too! but how? ... ..mm.. i think i still prefer nursing. or do i?.. *shrugs. Anyhow i pressume i'm gonna be pretty occupied (during attachment.)

ahhh... i muz start playing my final fantasy games.
My hand is so itchy, i wanna call n chat on the phone again. my mouth is really.....i'm gonna control that big wide black hole, sucking in loads of food and sputtering nonsense.

I can't think of anything much to say. i'm still half aslp..

2007-06-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!!! i hate it. i'm becoming like a pig....
I wanted to jog today or run wadever it is.. but.. once i got home, i went to bed straight, i was so lazy, my niece and nephew dragged me to their bed n i fell asleep dere. Zzzz..

My bro is going indo on business trip, wish you all e best! (kor's not gonna see this cos he doesn't noe my blog but anyway..) I think if i can, i'd wanna send him off.. tt's if my stupid attachment time doesn't crash wif his timing. (sryy shar tt's why i cldn't go out wif you guys, its been a long time since i've last seen my bro, he's been super busy lately so today my parents and i met him up)

Ahhh and i'm gonna help my sister to do farming tml.. My sister is working so hard, i'm gonna help her as much as i can boy. Jie gamabatte! jia you! hwaiting!

Oli jus came back from canada. Maria's gg to aussie. I'm thinking of whether i shld go to NZ, to see michelle. WAHH!!! O_O my friends all in different parts of the world.

Great singapore sale, every lady's dream. But thinking very very very very hard. I shld keep my cash, looking at my dad.. i would wanna be like him, having priority banking here and dere, managing very well even though he retired at a young age (51 yrs old). So... i gotta save save save and invest invest invest hahaha! =DD Well.. i've been saving alot alot when i was younger but from sec 4 till now i've been very generous at spending, now its not gonna be e same ho ho ho..

So i'll jus get new shoes. hehx.. (but now a days it looks sucky, those pointy shoes.. blech..)

Alright i'll get back to you ppl, i'm gonna makan! CIAOS!

I feel like a mariam cum mother cum sister to my niece and nephew.

Cooking, washing plates, throwing rubbish, telling my dearest niece n nephew to brush their teeth, wash their face, bathe, limit them cos they watch too much tv, asking them to study. Rushing them to do stuffs. oh gdness.

That's when mummy's busy. thankfully. *phew.. haha! Tml i'm still trying to find a time to make my korean cuisine Zzz..

2007-06-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Boo!:D

Here I am, & I changed your blogskin, so I hope you'll like it yes? I miss you shoooooooo much yknw! When am I ever gna see you again): I thought we could meet up tmrw! Hopefully we'll be able to meet up this month? Cause I'm not gna have th time when school reopens): I bet work must be stressful fer you! I wish you were still in choir, I miss all th silly things we used t do tgt w em:D Heehee, I bet you remember right!

& remember, one year ago we went to watch The Omen! You remember, you remember! Ohmy, such good times, you can never forget yeah?:D

I bet you'll see this soon enough, take care dear(:

Now & Forever, your Mei.

2007-06-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

O_O not in e mood for blogging.. lolx pls tune it again another time lolx

2007-06-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

Sudden crave for...

- Sleep (actually it always has been a crave)
- I hvn't played finish my final fantasy game.. tt's wad i jus realised. Zzz
- I want to watch a couple of movies..
- I want to Shop. (it is decreasing but the need to get new shoes is dere!)

I really want 72 hours a day! 12hrs for gg out and doing everything i want to, 12 hrs to play games. 3 hours for the extravagant, and the rest are for slping. Ahhh.. how blissful.. (*knocks my head.. * wad am i thinking.. STOP DREAMING.)

I'll post again on wednesday. hehh (tt's if i'm nt gg out)

2007-06-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

ahaha i realised alot of stupid things happen ard me! haha! During Halogen Leadership talk, we were there as helper. There's this guy Max (no i'm not referring to my brother), he's super funny. He is a very gd entertainer. There was bob and max always tease bob. Then he called bob, bobby. bob hates that. Anyway i randomly asked (rhethorically), "can you imagine wad his girlfriend will call him? she'll go like bobby baby..."

Max laughed hysterically and said, "say my name, *kok* (a sound made using the tongue), bobby baby" he said it in the russell peters voice. so cute la! aiyoh haha! We all laugh endlessly. Then bob walked pass, max whispered *kok* bobby baby. Well bob heard it and ran after max. haha!

OH and max is so naughty, he's got this spoon which bends whilst he was trying to eat the almond jelly (our desert). Then everyone looked at his bended spoon and laugh. He suddenly called out to bob and said hey bob, as a friend i'll give you this bowl of desert. As bob lifted the almond jelly with the spoon, everyone stared at him. Unfortunately for max, the spoon didn't bend. Whoa you shld hv seen his face man. It looked somewhat like... a clown. lolx

Ahhh btw if you're wondering why i suddenly mentioned it, its becos i was looking at my cca points haha!

2007-06-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Talking to py about ytd, she reminded me of the stupid things that happened.

Well one day, early in the morning, py got up and received a msg, the msg read

"py, turn on your bluetooth, i want to send you a file"
And becos she jus woke up so she jus switch her bluetooth on.
After a minute has past, sab enquired, heyy! how come cannot send ah? i don't see
your name on the list leh.. why like that ah? where to go?

Py tot for a moment and asked... where are you sab?
sab: i'm at home lah
Py: at home???
sab: yeahh teach me how to operate lehh..
py: you can't use bluetooth unless the person is very near you la!

Which also reminds me of anita..
One day while doing math in secondary 2. She suddenly turn to py and told her...
Anita: wo yao gen ni fen shou (i wanna break up wif you)
py: huh?? wad u talking? we hvn't even started how to break up?
Anita: wo bu guan wo yao he ni fen shou (i don't care i wanna break up wif you)
Py: ZOU KAI LA!! (go away lah)

hahah talk abt crazy things ppl do during lessons. oh yeah den my fren was very funny..
when she was doing composition or sth lke tt (if i'm nt wrong), she did a meditating sign and said OHMMMMMM... please give me inspiration President N*****..
I am lke.. huh? wad president n*****?? you see the picture above our whiteboard? that's who?

Uhhh okk.. den i continue to do my work. After a while i said ah sheeeit i'm stuck.. den she said come lets ask him for inspiration. (being so stressed up i oso did the stupid thing) so both of us fold our legs and did ohmmm.. president give us inspiration.

hahahaa! those were the days where we really go nuts

2007-06-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

oh i forgot to tell you sth very funny that happened ytd night.

I felt that my neck was aching like crazy (been a long time since that happened). Anyway so i took a cloth and boiled it in a pot. Then i took it out and squeezed it dry and rest it on my neck. Thereafter when it cooled down, i went to soak it back into the same water (i shld have just used my hot/cold pack, i was lazy to get it off the fridge becos its frozen so i gotta wait for it to melt all) Anyway den i lifted it and rested it back on my shoulders, being a really lazy girl. I just stayed in my room in my "working" space and when i decided to go outside to get water, my mum poured the water into another pot, i went like MUM WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

Mum: why??
Me: don't use that pot, can't you see those particles floating about?
Mum: huh? wad thing?
Me: Just throw the water away don't even think about using it.
Mum: (puzzled look)
Me: I USED THE POT TO BOIL MY CLOTH!
Mum: O_O you didn't tell me earlier!!
Me: HUH? now i'm telling you, throw it!
Mum: Your dad's enjoying his instand noodles already!

Me: WHATTTT MUM!!! YOU USED THAT POT OF WATER TO MAKE INSTANT NOODLES FOR DAD!!! MUMM!!!!!!!!!!... *thrown into convulsion. i cldn't stop laughing, mum doesn't allow me to tell my dad as he'll yell his head off. so i had to resist and it was kinda very tough for me haha..

Therefore in order to calm down, i immediately called ashley and py. haha! Then only could i calm down. *ahem. haha.. *ahem..

She noes sometimes i'll do funny things wif my stuff wad.. the last time i used the burner's stand and put a metallic bowl above to make my own chocolate fondue, she oso noe that my creativity and my laziness will cause me to use things to do things that aren't made to. But oso my fault la *steals a laugh. *ahem..

Thanks gdness i didn't put extra "flavouring" inside. Like those medicated oil etc..

2007-06-02T09:33:00.000+08:00

O_O gee i'm hving dark eyebags already i think. Constant late night up =P past few nights been studying and talking. stupid i kept loosing the tic tac toe game to harry. only draw once. *lao shou (old hand; experienced).
ahh i learn it best when ppl test me and den i'll really think wads the answer den discuss it. tt's e best. ( i jus realised )

Thanks py for helping me. ah! mm.. thanks sab for wishing me for the test!

haha! evolution of the pig. haha! I don't like test, i don't like exam, i don't like studying. OK JOYCE STOP PROCRASTINATING AND DO UR WORK.. it's not holiday next week it's exam week!..

Right those were the words that kept running through my mind. my mind is having a fierce battle. The soul is willing but the flesh is weak haha!

For now.. its makan time. sayonara! ^^

2007-06-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!
Today was nutty man.. I could barely wake up today hehx. my dad was like hey joyce its 7am, i'm lke WAD?! how come my hp didn't ring! den i realised i tot someone was calling me so early in e morning so i "rejected" the call i didn't realise its my phone alarm!

HO boy.. haha! anyway i was suppose to meet jan and harry at the bus stop at 8.30am, i felt i might be either a little late or just on time, so when 151e came i was so happy n i jumped into the bus, i knew it'll go faster. But i didn't noe when they say there were fewer stops, they really meant there were fewer stops! same route as 985, except it goes opp np as well. BOY! was i early! i reached there at 8.05! >< so i decided to go to the toilet to do a really huge business already planned out and all ready to be made, but the wise old aunty chose the right time to wash the toilet.

Ah well, so i waited, den i tot ah forget it, i'd go to the atrium. Guess what? There's another very hard working aunty in action, she was vigourously getting those microorganisms off those smelly floor. Then jan msged, she has reached.

Grumbling away, i walked back to the np bus stop. Harry? haven't reached? ahh.. ok den.. Glancing at the toilet (which was only about a metre away) i felt very deprived. T_T Jan was busy talking away about her stuffs, i can't really remember what it is about now (sry stm and in addition to that, i was really urgent..) but her stories did make me feel a whole lot better (becos i am distracted, so i won't really think abt the toilet much)

During pharmacology i was watching gwen's mouth moving at such a fast pace and she was uttering absoulte gibberish. When ppl asks Gwen a question, she'll answer in a way that the whole lecture were all in convulsion. Humourous. Apart from trying to grasp what that gd kind old lady was saying, this monkey behind me was tickling me and twisting my hair, touching my specs. In short, he's disturbing me. lolx.. aigoo.. T_T NEXT WEEK COMMON TEST ALREADY LA MONKEY!
OH if you're wondering who's that dear monkey, it's rudy.

I am displeased greatly with some decision made. I feel that they shld choose the person not becos they want at least someone from their side, they shld choose someone who really have that responsibility to lead. Genuinely.. deep down i was kinda shock at the hasty decision made. Although i'm kinda bothered by it, but well heck it. What can i do now?? The whole meeting is over already. What's the use of pondering endlessly on that matter. I'd just do my part to contribute, they do their part, no hard feelings. haha!

*a girl with a devil-may-care attitude

2007-05-31T14:33:00.000+08:00

aigoo.. ytd was really T_T, first time in my life i didn't have breakfast, then i ate a late lunch (a sandwich), i've been deprived... T_T.. nvm.. tml i gotta wake up much earlier to make a sandwich and some cereals, or who noes when's my next lunch. haha!

Gee.. somedays back, i went to U2, after mass to have dinner with my family, i came across a painting shop, or rather an art store. Well they had a couple of paintings, i lke the painting of a buddism god, it gives off a very zen atmosphere. However my dad violently objected to it becos our religion is catholism. Then the shop keeper said it is a very nice piece, my dad replied but its for buddist. Whilst my dad was looking at other stuff i whispered to the shop keeper and said.. we're catholics tt's why my dad said that. He gave me a puzzled look and replied, "but... it is jus a deco, typical zen (thingy)." I looked ard (to see if my dad's ard) and whispered in a even lower volume, "well i noe that very well, unfortunately i think my dad doesn't really appreciate art stuff.. thanks anyway." i waved and took my leave.

Ah darn, i tot. "Mmmm maybe he thinks that after i made a purchase for that painting, i'd quit my religion, join the buddism" ah well.

Ahhh today is vesak day, oh why muz it be today T_T, i want to go to east coast with e rest. What a sad life. (jk)

I had a gd chat wif sab and py. We really do crap alot. I realised that when we're together i go nuts. i can utter absolute rubbish and start cursing everything in a very comical way. >< weird. i think i'm loosing my screws.

Ahhh biostatics.. biostatics... why why biostatics T_T ... ytd i cldn't pay attention in class, my head felt as if a mini bomb exploded and burst some parts of my brain. I found myself listening to the teacher yet not comprehending a word he said, so i decided to jus copy the answer and read it later. Heh.. i had two very contradictory partners by my side. MC was surfing the net and making some accounts in some web. Harry was doing the statical thingy teacher wanted us to do. I was in e middle wondering if i shld do my work or jus surf the net. unfortunately i submitted into the devil's temptation. (cos i wasn't feeling my best dat day T_T).

*rubs eyes. i think i better start doing my work now. alright folks. CYA LATER!

2007-05-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

my maid has left for indonesia and will not be back for two weeks. Gdness, wad a timing, ah well. ><" exams are just ard the corner, next week i shld say.

Today ah yeah.. happy b'day joel wong!

Oh yeah today, i woke up early to print the project. >< Guess what? I FORGOT TO brING IT TO SCHOOL. >< again. i purposely put it in my file nicely so i won't forget and place it next to my bag but i forgot. OH SHIT! which reminds me, i rushed out of the lecture hall cos harry was gonna coach me a lil on biostatics, and i forgot to pass my name to Mdm Lim for attendance (becos i forgot to tap my card). OH I AM GONNA FAINT. *fainted.... nvm.. i'll never do that again. ><" (correction: i will try and will promise to try to NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN.)

There's sth unusually wrong wif me this month, i am blur plus forgetful! shucks!... CANNOT CANNOT!!!..

Though i think brand might not see this but. HEY BRANDON thanks for the concert ticket!!! XDD

py n sab. i so can't wait for shopping! i gotta loose some weight n get new clothes! ^^ shoes too ESPECIALLY SHOES, zomg the last time i bought a pair of white shoes, the padding inside came loose. (to think that i tot it was a gd bargain..) chee..

I might be gg to batam =.=" my parents say that bali and bangkok isn't safe, wad the heck. ... i wanna go bangkok lo. AHHH!!!!!!! i wanna go shopping!.. *tsk.. i think i gotta FIGHT for it!! hahaha! basically it all started when we were looking for a spa and resort hotel. Then my dad has card that can give a reasonable price. 3D 2Nights at ritz carlton at bangkok for 500 ard dere.

But come to think abt it... i think... aiyah anywhere la. LOL!... (suddenly recalling the horrible nightmare = homeworks..)

2007-05-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

today i went for class, gawd! i didn't want to go initially because i haven't PRACTICED MY PIECES YET! O_O but one lesson = 20 bucks so i dragged my feet to tpc and den i sat at the stairs to do the couple of pages that i haven't completed T_T haha! reminds me of the days when i had to go for my math tuition, i always threw my hw about and forget to do them. when the time comes to go, i sit at the stairs and did my hw. Well i cldn't take it so after a month i quit that. I HATE HW haha... but its essential yeah i noe. wad to do.. i'm a slacker, i'll force myself when neccessary (apparently i meant doing hw for sec sch and pri sch is unneccessary HEH)

OH YEAH! and den.. whoa! brandon has tickets for virtusso haha! i wonder how it'll be this time round, gawd i didn't get to see char's performance T_T. brand's so nice, he said he'd give me the tics cos its compulsory to sell them therefore he decided to claim it all and treat his friends to it. THANKS! (but i feel bad. so... see how lolx)

Mmm... i bought a black spag dress, it price is 179.90 i think ard dere.. yeahh. it's from france. Really pretty. But it looks too formal to be worn outside. So i guess those are for a more formal occassion. Probably a function in the hotel or sth. LOL..

I am so looking forward to GSS!! i gotta buy some more NEW CLOTHES! tops and one or two more pairs of jeans. Well.. .. time to study and save my $$ first haha!.. exams are ard the corner T_T
shucks...

I AM ALLERGIC TO EXAMS! help me! DR! ermmm DR LEE! or webber! haha! jkjk! i den dun wan to be in a hospital. At least i noe my bed doesn't have blood stains or medicine spills etc.. HAHA!

AH YEAH! sad man i can't find my black cross necklace wif three beads on each side. DARN DARN DARN! AGRH! .. i wan to wear my stuffs, all can't find so frustrating!

2007-05-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

ahhh! i'm so tired!... ytd was suppose to go for concert but i accidentally fell aslp n only woke up 5mins after the concert has started. T_T ahhh!! wad a waste! T_T i wanted to go too.

Ooh yeah my class was volunteered to introduce HSN to the secondary four student. Majority of the people i brought was interested in LSCT, mostly biomed. But i explained to them wad i noe abt LSCT n if they're really interested then i brought them to the lecturer, GDNESS ME! the lecturer damn attitude sia. Seriously, thank god she's not my lecturer!...

Anyway i brought those sec4 students who's interested in HSN to the stimulating ICU, OP theatre rooms, I think i made them too hyper, they went nuts in the op room. Oh yeah in the geriatric "ward" they tortured the old lady and her arm came off!!! O_O wad violent students (i can't imagine the whole lot of them in hospitals, the heavens will fall and the clients will die in their hands hehx LOL..) they asked me, hey is that a wig on the old lady's head? can it be removed? so i jus removed it, there was this funny looking thing on top of the old lady's head that made all of us laughed lke anything. Thereafter they wanted to take pics of the old lady so i said you may take pic wif her. BOY! were they excited. haha!

After my duty was over, i took 154 (or was it 151??) anyway i saw ronald (biomed). Apparently he also had to bring the sec students to view the school, and guess wad? the students he had was interested in mass comm or nursing LOL! he's lke we shld SWITCH! haha! The basket of flowers' from Horticulture T_T i also want T_T.

2007-05-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

heyy
Oh yeah! i met sam and wilson, gdness me its been a REALLY LONG TIME since i've last seen them. i do miss them quite alot. Everyone seems busy. Or shld i say everyone's busy. Me too no doubt but i do miss my friends. Sometimes i wish i could just take a one week vacation and we all go to a far away place and take a break.

Taking loads of pictures, looking at those greenery together. which reminds me. I WANTED TO GO NZ DURING THE COMING HOLIDAY IN JunE! but then.. i still don't get a reply *pouts. nvm maybe i shld go some place else. i wanna go to a nice resort by some beach. Maybe i shld go aussie. ok la i gtg do project.bye

2007-05-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

gdness.. my computer monitor's too big larh! 20 inch, so bright, killing my eyes!... Zzzz.. i wanna die of blindness. Py also agree haha.

YAY! my DVD player come already YAY! make my room more cram.. ><" zzz... Stupid table so small, no one can stay over in my room. its so squeezy. maybe tt's gd but so many electric appliance larh, so DANGEROUS!... wif my roller chair rolling over all those wires.. Zzz.. This is so retarded, i wan my things to be moved out into another room, or maybe..... i shld get a curtain and split my room into two. jus jk.. my dad was thinking of moving to sembawang but becos its super far from clementi, he changed his mind.

2007-04-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

Time really flies.. today's sunday. gawddd i want more time i want more time! i wan more slp i wan more slp! (i'm gonna be fatter LOL!)

Ahhh sabby wabby's thinking of gg indochine for her b'day. Mmm.. i shldn't wear flats sia, i'm short enough yet it'll be straining on my feet if i do wear heels. Ok so its not in a hotel so its not so grand... But.. mmm.. ok larh set, i'm wearing the slippers Lol don't worry not the crocs one HAHA!

Today i went back to choir for a lil while and met my old choirmates LOL they seem pretty fine. WAHHAHA! gerald, jerome and ashton in tenor! seriously larh can't imagine them singing in a high pitch voice (eg. hallelujah chorus LOL!!)

Lucky john's stil in bass >< he's a real bass ya see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTELLY WELLY!!! *hugs!!!
Hope you like your gift XD
Ehhh pls don't be too violent wif it. Mmm sry i cldn't eat wif u guys.
miss ya guys alot sia... ahhh

OH YARH! shar and estelly is in.. ALTO!?!?!?! *stunned. but gd larh.. can pratice diff part, so next time you can sing melody and other parts as well.

I SAW THE LEGENDARY EMMANUEL!! FINALLY! HA! lolx... ok larh not so bad, i have to agree that.. ahem.. he's as described. haha! But a well mannered and he does have gd attitude. i believe the choir wldn't do very badly under his support.

CANTATE SURVIVES! =DDD
and still i have to say, i still hate tt despo guy in e choir. *hair stands* egoistic. Today i shld be skipping my dance class or shld i say gathering. i'm exhausted, man i am.

2007-04-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

stupid joel wong, never see him for so long still bully me. LOL sry wrong word. its caveman joel!..

Anyway py n sabby jus left my hse not long ago.. actually one hr plus or sth lke tt i think. tml's esty's b'day, wondering how to celeb, smart john seow i bet he'll be gg to his stupid band thingy again.. or issit.. nvm i don't noe how to spell that thing. Ger i dunno if he can, shar definitely caa... OH YEAH AH! THEY ALL GG CAT CLASS. *sianzZzz. tt's depressing.

Mmm.. i think i'll think of sth, shit larh.. i didn't practice much for the piano Diaooo.. how to?! NO TIME AHHH! actually its not no time it is.. no proper.. time.. MANAGEMENT THIS WEEK! .... i was so exhausted becos this week i didn't slp properly and all so for class today (the english thingy by susan king) i cldn't figure out wad she's talking but i noe her mouth is moving so i jus stare at it.. and its lke hypnotising me lke tt sia.. i was getting tired.

I wonder how choir is. A new mth is coming up, i wonder if the MYSTERY person wld quit but i heard he is pretty harsh.. he spoke to direct. After all its a church choir. The direction is really wrong, the goals of the choir has CHANGED definitely CHANGED.

one of the congregation also thought that the choir changed becos it sounded so badly now. well alot has left. Such pity, the choir had alot of potential. seriously... i lke that choir alot. ah well... can always wait till e nxt opportunity comes ard e bend.

2007-04-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

GREAT! Today lesson was fun wif Miss Susan King. i learnt quite alot, but i gotta prepare a little debate thingy for and against cloning LOL X_X die liao.

My dad jus bought me a tv cum computer monitor and a home theatre. ^^v yay! my room is a full function room (except its lack of food LOL). WAHHAHA! It's arriving on tuesday! wahhh i'm gonna watch my new tv! haha!

Ehx den... wad else oh yeah my frens came over to my hse in e evening. I made dinner for them (of cos under my maid's guidance -> becos everytime i finish i'll ask her to take a look to see if its gd. LOL after its done she tried it and said gd den i dare to serve LOL! first time cooking food for friends EXCLUDING the maggie mee LOL)

I don't have time to prepare alot of dishes T_T *cries... I had to rush decorating e food and all. i also cldn't find a candle, wanted to make a candle dinner. everything is in place, the drink also ok larh quite presentable. The next time i'll make milk shakes.. or sth.. wif fudge.. aiyoh nxt time when i do that time den i'll say LOL haha

Anyway YAY! success!!!!!! the food is gd!

They say wah liao the feeling is very wrong u noe!!!.. still romantic classical music and the drink and food is decorated and the table is round wid pink table cloth and aromatherapy. shiok hor? LOL!! i need to try cooking italian food next time.!!! ^^v

i played a lil on e piano but sab played more LOL so gd she got a authentic piano at home mine's jus a ..digi piano but gd larh no one can hear me practising LOL! HAHAHA! (i'll tone it down when practising LOL) but sabby still can rmb her stuff! GD GD!!! next time you ban (got companion).

Anyway sry guys, i didn't cook korean stuff because.... i didn't go to the supermarket to get those ingredients esp the most impt ingredient... YELLOW RADISH! haha! and i need to recall how to make the kimbap. Mmmm... next sat it's sab's b'day. can hardly wait!!!!!! *excited..

Ehx, ok ... busy now. continue later LOL..

2007-04-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

HEYY!! Today was quite fulfilling, i went to relief my stress then met up wif handy. wahh so long nv see him le. thankfully his sch's super near mine. so i noe how to go home. HAHA.. so embarrassing larh... i forgot how to go to kim keat ave so i smsed py, joel and jerome. Then i called py, cos i think she'll not be gg out since its raining instead she was slping. i called joel first bcos he hv nthing to do at home one (looks at him) but discovered he haven't read his msg LOL!! haha den shortly jer jer smsed me. LOL i was deperate sia.. i was already at the bus stop rushing for time (reason... i need e toilet, nxt reason, i was GOING to be late.. again..= in e end i'm not late ok!)

GEE!! thankfully joel didn't take long to answer his phone! because the bus came le!! phew.. i never knew i cld take bus 8 lolx.. it goes one big round though Zzz.

Had dinner (and realised that my meal for lunch is pathetic) at some taiwan food store. the next time i go there i wanna try roti prata! wahhh that handy! i believed that the chi-na looking house was the prata shop! (how'd i noe man... i was kinda tired den u see larh i trust my fren too much *ck).. so anyway caught up alot tonight. =DD

HEh HEH shar's so blur.haha! shar you noe why hor haha!

2007-04-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

oh everyone!!! listen to the topsy turvey signals.

2007-04-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

In Gerechtigkeitsbrunnen,
There stood a great sculpture,
Lustitia...where art thou.
Thy sword has been broken,
Thousands of snakes are freed,
book has been torn,
blindfold hung loosely,
Themis's image of democracy has been detracted.

Blasphemy! Lustitia was destitute of justice.

The human kind gave Dike a wide berth.
Even with explanation, no benefits of doubts was given.
We shall give that "innocent" one a go-by.

After all, i've given the devil his due the day the white flags were raised.

哑巴吃黄连..

2007-04-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

so busy busy busy! so many things i wanna do! ...okkkk now to prepare an event coming up. shit, if only i had started piano lessons from mr tony earlier i'd be able to compose a song for the event. darn. i still have to wait for dunno how long till i can do tt but tony always make it sounds lke i'll be able to do it soon. always so many work to do LOL. why am i sidetrack-ing? okay ... so i have to plan other stuff. mm.. nvm can't write it here. HEH

己所不欲，勿施于人

2007-04-15T09:52:00.000+08:00

mmmmmmmmmmmmm......! sucks larh. why everytime so busy one, i need to squeeze out some time to prac man. ><"

geee, i need to have 48hrs man! 48 hrs in a day!!! i'm so darn bloody short of slp, i lke have panda eyes now haha!! kao, backaching like siao too, hey oli!!! THANKS ALOT FOR THE SONGS!!! thanks thanks

yeah i think u're really patient, whoever who has you as their gf is really gd sia, some ppl don't appreciate it. sometimes i really wonder i think u're the only one who's not one bit selfish towards fren. thanks. its comforting to noe.

this suddenly reminds me... why is some guys so egoistic ah? wahhh liao.. agrh. *hair stands. Some ppl can say i'm your friend but action speaks louder den words. What kinda fren are they? their action shows. some ppl live to spike you.

AH! YEA! the ppl in my class nxt sem. wahh ><" dunnno whether to say lucky or unlucky

2007-04-07T10:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmx... ehx! i forgot to mention that the last time when i went to japan i went to pick the thingy at the temple whatever it is called.

Then i got a good lot!
the description is
things will come my way wif the help by unexpected person. Believe in God. (general)

In case you're ill. you're recover completely.

In a legal case. if your claim is liegitimate, you will certainly win.

in trading. now is a right time to take action for profit making. you may stop n think at the half way of the transaction.

Travelling. something good may happen if you go out.

A person whom you wait for. the person will come soon.

a thing you have lost. it will be found at somewhere high.

competition. i will win.

this is the lot i drew from todaiji temple. No.33. It's a good luck lot. =DDD

whee! hahah! so i gotta do more travelling. this yr's destination is to NZ. my dad's bugging me endlessly to go lolx! gotta check it out to see if it's the kinda life i like.

i was thinking of taking up medicine after my course but.. its another 7yrs gone T_T.. seven yrs. omgg.. SEVEN!! haha.. i realised that nurses has to learn to be more independent den docs. (comparing the student nurse and medical student). But houseman really lke shagged sia. On call 24hrs. no joke man. ><"

2007-04-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

GEE! is tt a way to? oh my gosh i'm so cheesed!

HEY LOOK HERE MAN! i'm super tired. I got lke loads of things to do now, and u're hving a freaking long holiday n may feel abit bored or wadever. Ytd i stayed behind in hospital for an additional abt 2hrs, then i came back home very tired that i slept in the train Again. When i reach home i watch some tv cos i had morning shift so i wanted to relax a lil and den aft tt i went to slp den i woke up (forced myself to, its super tough cos i'm really tired) then i did my work and all till later part of the night, today i woke up at 6am to dress up and left hse at 7am to meet my fren to do the case study. i am working aftnn shift today. Then after i stayed back for another 5mins. Then aft tt i was on my way home after a tough day and here i got some ppl being really insensitive.

2007-04-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

talking to khartini reminds me alot of things. OMG!!! i saw him again today. i tot he'll be gone forever leh. i was lke aey! den i stand dere but quickly walked away larh obviously. mm... ok nvm. i won't explain further. then i was telling tini sth, then we both laugh den patrick ask, wad? li again ah? i'm lke. patrick! not everything is abt that PERSON OK! den he say if not why smile n laugh so much? den i'm lke omggg. i wanna kill him haha. but he's a nice guy larh so i won't. in fact i prefer him to the rest of the EN, PCA. okay larh becos i feel he's very reliable and approachable and he doesn't reprimand. He teaches but he doesn't acccuse and he say thank you. appreciative in other words lolx haha!

For the rest well not too bad but i feel intimidated wif that gorilla. ><"! haha! *ahem really very. ehh nvm. haha! So the only two ppl i can work well wif is JK and patrick ba. when they are ard i feel safer. but today lke nobody lke tt leh. cannot find patrick cannot find tini. lke practically alone??? haha! so i keep saying.. leona.. help me change diapers! zheetha! change bed wif me! den so aiyoh lolx. feel so bad. i realised that tini's cubicle is veryyy busy sia! hahaha.. nvm larh its ok. helping ard is so fun! i love it =) haha. at least i won't be bored hor? haha. ;)

Everyone kept asking me n tini, how can you guys be so busy? we're so free. but we're thinking how come they're so free? we're so busy!!! we're so busy that... we can't even take a proper break! haha! again during my second break i ran out after buying milo becos i forgot to take spo2, so i rush to take the 1pm one. then i got stuck. patrick ask me to chart down on paper den put into the folder den aft tt i collect urinal, chart the quantity den aft tt i take over for i/o chart den i'm lke ehh?!... i hvn't drank my milo yet ah!!!!!! thank god tini was free den i ran back to drink my milo. so i took a shorter break lor. *sigh. so tiring. lolx haha. i wonder if i'm gaining so loosing weight?.. cos once i come home, its eating n slping. gee..

there's this really annoying person sia. agrh so irritating. i can't believe my affinity wif e person keeps clashing. zomg!!!! god! help me! to work wif tt monster is my greatest fear and nxt sem i gotta see .. ahem.

pri-sec-poly.
how "lucky!"
aigoo.

2007-04-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

gee, why's the freaking sun so hot today, i was lke nearly baked man! oOooOOhh gawd! i kept waking up in e middle of the night. if this goes on, i swear i'll never come back to singapore if i move out. so irritating! Singapore is sure one SUNNY ISLAND!..ok so i'm jk abt not coming back. ><" but its really darn humid! gosh you can feel the hot air blowing, its probably even hotter then the sauna (ok i'm exaggerating, so shoot me). haiyaaaa... i'm super grumpy n lazy today. its so hot, i'm so lack of slp, and to finish it off, i'm working morning shift. oh YAY.. yeah wadever.

Lolx, doesn't sound lke me rite? yeah i think i lost my screws. i'm so tired. the first two weeks was perfectly fine, n i'm sure its not becos of him!!.. i'm soo sure of tt. (or maybe not)oh yeah! tini was saying sth abt wad happens if dr li has a gf, i'm lke huh? he already has wad. Then she or leo say nvm its ok.. have gf can break. Then you console him. i'm lke ????? then another say nvm... married can divorce. WAH LIAO! ... ><" hahaha. haha! okay larh thanks to them i felt much better. But the bed *, i really want to... he kept pressing bell den the ppl also noe when to choose time man, all call at e same time.. so we gotta give the most urgent ones rite? he has diapers n he wans urinal.. wait ahhh... other don't even hv diapers you noe... den i explain to him n wad did he say? i'm dying already you all still don't care abt me.

ah pek ah.. i noe you sick larh, i also noe u need help and all and that you're really sad but PLS!... our of TEN call bells, 7 of them are urs! and u still complain we don't care den somemore tell everyone that u're dying tt we don't care for you and that we don't feed you ohhh!!!! we force u to eat but u kept refusing. i don't wanna force it into ur mouth n be sued man. come on man pal.

honestly.. i don't mind helping him, i don't mind if he keeps pressing and i have to keep attending to him but... accusing is nt a gd thing, i hate accusations alot. esp those which are untrue.

... i jus which they would get better. i wish that doing all these things will make them feel better. will they?.. y can't they jus. ... listen.. we're nt evil n we're nt trying to kill them. why?...

ah haha. oh yeah i watched the korean drama again. wahhh super nice! the guy is like really sweet, although he didn't lke the girl but he did alot of nice things (those ways of a true gentleman, watch n learn guys lolx jkjk)he is super understanding too. also.. although he doesn't lke his wife, he never betrayed her once. although they're only husband n wife in name, he still noes his limits. he doesn't even falls back for his old flame or a new one. great guy. the girl grew from a very unreasonable girl to a very understanding girl and tends to keep things inside her n wld start crying.

The guy is so sensitive. he actually say sry and he told her tt nxt time everytime they quarreled, he'll buy her a gift. although its not even his fault that the quarrel begin. She's a great girl too (i muz learn from her, those gd one larh tt is LOL)

haha!.. will life ever be a fantasy? will there be a guy like tt? who's so matured and understanding? who noes how to do small lil things to cheer a person they lke up? who'll say sry, who's understanding? who bothers to listen. who doesn't retaliate who can be really thoughtful and he actually ran after e girl although the girl jus scold him in public becos he didn't wan anything to happen to her and said sry that he didn't mean it. of cos he has his flaws heh heh i shan't say it.

the girl.. will there ever be a girl whose dreams is only to marry a guy? a girl who fully trust her husband and even though she noes that the other girl is his old flame, she never brought it up, she did look e other girl up but she told her that she'll never let the guy noe tt she noes, becos its his past. A really understanding girl in e end. She make peace btwn ppl alot. but she suffered boy she suffered. will there be a girl lke tt? will i ever be able to tt? mmm now i say can larh. but easier said den done. lets see when e time comes, if it comes that is lolx.

is tat true love? mmmmmmmmm.. LOL ok time to slp! nite!

2007-04-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

o yeah! char n i went over to the korean lady's hse, her name is ester. She taught us how to make a kimbab. OMG! korean house food tastes so GOOD!!!!! omgggg.. then she made noodles too! oohhh i love the topokey! ahh! =DD can't wait to do it myself! heeheex.

her husband made me a book to learn korean language, he teaches gd man. So clear. wahh! korean stuff. *dreams. but still got a long way to go. its hard rmbing the vowels and consonants and!!!! i also gotta practice n memorize my piano stuff. damn. ..

*sees the freedom flying away.

2007-04-01T09:57:00.000+08:00

hellooo! today's april's fool! sry for being a little playful! =X i cldn't resist not doing any pranks sia! ... ahem after all i'm only 17, i gotta make full use of this day to fool ppl haha! =X mm.. i'm thinking of another type of prank.

oops. nah larh i think i'll stop it and go and do sth more conventional heh.

=X

Mmm..goal for today: to do wad i set out to do ytd.

2007-04-01T02:51:00.000+08:00

you're e best!...
i think u'll be my idol.
All i want is to be like you. so strong.
Mentally..

i'll rmb every word you say.
i'll do well.
i'll prove it to you!

give me... 5yrs. and u'll see a totally different me. i'll be much stronger den wad i am now.

2007-03-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

zzz wahhh today suddenly i received news. most of the houseman gg off. haha! reminds me of the botak doc. =X ahem HAHAHAHA! so funny. i mized dr chan n dr che.. =P heh. can't blame me eh? bleh haha.

ehx. ok larh i only act lke tt becos its fun sia. it reminds me of how much you guys suan me jus cos i said he was not bad, cute. den kena until lke tt. lolx so naturally laugh ma n when i laugh i'd blush de wad. so natural! i blush v fast de lor! not becos i lke him sia! he's so old! ..(but look lke a small kid).. mm..

Anyway! don't want to say already larh lolx. tt two girls larh today go and push me out of the disposal room. i saw gary dere. i was lke why did she push me out for? den i look.. straight up. ZOMG! ... its him! .. waHH!!! somemore i was laughing when i was being pushed out larh.

u die. wait till monday comes. WAHAHHAHA! i'd heh heh heh. somemore ah.. that guy will be wif us for another two wks. both of them *winks. sweet. =DDD

2007-03-28T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so sorrieeee dearies. i was dying of tired-ness.
This attachment is super duper busy n i mean reallyyyyy.
there's this girl in our attachment oh gawwwwdddd...everyone wants to take her life man. we're all so busy running ard till our hair looks lke some crazy lunatic from the IMH, but this girl she just stands ard seeing us get tortured like as if it was some entertainment show for her. oh gawd. i'm picturing all of us in our 3rd year, being posted to a real... i repeat again a REAL LIFE situation OPERATING THEATRE and this girl unfortunately gets attached to this very unfortunate nurse. She would teach this very blur forgetful (inclusive of no initiative and lazy and tries to run from her jobs and doesn't even take her own para during her shift -> lke wad the heck) then they'll happily go into the theatre wif the sillly smiles on their blur faces. den when the surgeon asks for the equipment she'll jus stone dere n go lke huh? orh. den she strolls to find the equipment, and if it can't be found den she'll come back quietly and if the surgeon asks her where's the equipment she'll jus say oh i can't find it. yarhhh wait until she finds it n the patient will not live to see the day break.

becos tt's EXACTLy wad she does!!!

GAWWWWDDDD!!!!.. !!!!!! agrhhh. i was telling this nurse, hey nurse ... wad happens if i change cubicle wif her and she is under you? den he's lke. wad? that sotong face ah? den he did the blur sotong look and den my fren say oh pls DONT!! haha! so funny.. i'm blur too but not THAT BLUR. phew. if i am that blur pls take the gun from osama or some granite and throw it at me.

o yeah talking abt the... ahem doctor. well den the nurse was saying he's so blur, you're so blur. both of you make a great couple. blur tgt.

i'm lke aey! don't call me tt, tt is reserved for someone else.. lolx. u all noe who larh huh.

Anyway then i still cldn't find the scope to take the blood pressure manually. So the grumpy doc (he's grumpy cos he is really seriously lack of slp) offered his scope. then the stupid nurse went to find me and put it ard my neck and say do your job. pls listen to the patient's blood pressure properly hor, don't get too DISTRACTED. i'm lke wahh laooo den i was blushing very hard cos he was lke whispering that to me near the enterance of the cubicle in which the doc is in larh! wah lao.. all the patient was lke staring at me when i dash in and out to get the manual set. then when i came in i wanted to squeeze through the nurse. then he go and say why come here? go dere larh... the doc is dere. wahh .. ... .. that guy ah... really wants a kick in his butt leh lolx. den anyway i managed to squeeze den while i was taking the patient's blood pressure, he went to push the doc's name tag from my back to the front, lift it and put in front of my face i was lke wah lao den he rubbed it on my cheeks and say look carefully hor look.. i'm lke .. i can't hear the patient. the doc was in front of me LARH! WAH LIAO!

Then after taking the bp. i said 180/70. high leh. then he say patient got hypertension of cos high larh, i'm lke he has? wah liao never say earlier! then i say i go liao see u later, den he block my way n whisper saying you sure you wanna go? den i'm lke patrick.... den he say you sure u don't wanna stay? the DOCTOR NEEDS YOUR help leh. i'm lke patrick. i gtg LARH! den i walked quickly out and den i was lke mumbling.. patrick you watch out you are so gg to die today. wah liao!!!!....stupid guy! cannot ask ask khartini meh? cannot ask leona meh? they were all standing dere looking at you lor, i just came in only den u ask me. wahhhhh... so embarrassing. he ask me to concentrate den e doc wasn't distracting me lor its him! den when i wanted to give the scope back den i wanted to pass to patrick den he go n make faces and hint me to give e doc. wahhhh. den i was lke ehhh thanks. den i was smiling so awkwardly larh. den aft tt the nurse told me you don't need to bathe le. esp ard ur neck, let his smell stick to your body. ahhh den smell it tonight den you'll hv sweet dreams. WAH!

really want a box.

2007-03-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

WAHHH! ... today was the most embarrassing day of my life. wah liao..... that nurse ah! wahhh.. *shy*

today there's a new admission for bed one. So as usual we have to do the parameters first to collect a base line. I did the whole thing but i realised that the bp is 170, super high. so i tot it might be faulty as the cuff was big for the patient and i cldn't find the scope to take bp. So i ignore that one first n got on wif e rest of e stuff first.

Later on, the houseman came in. (the one that i... prefer out of the rest. but NOT INTERESTED HOR!) his smile reminds me of someone lolx.

Anyway.. then this nurse asked me... you lke him ah? den i say ok larh..then he say you like the blur blur one? that BLUR BLUR doctor? the one that is always blur? i'm lke HAHAHAHA ehh.. i don't noe. maybe. just cute ba. den i cont doing wad i was doing to the patient den he said omg. den i'm lke why wad? den he say ...

erhh. nvm i'll update tml. i'm tired. zzz only had abt 30mins break

2007-03-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

oh wait. looking at my stupid time table. it is made in such a way that... i don't think i'd be able to.... exercise everyday. I GO TO SCHOOL SO FREAKING EARLY! wah liao. Four times a day... wad the heck. its lke... back to secondary school, gotta wake up at 6.15am-6.30am lke tt. wah lao... go to school early but come home so late. wad e heck. come back in late aftnn. Then if got project worse larh. i think i stay in sch... sheesh. even sec sch is better! sch starts at 7.30am, ends at 2pm ard dere. This one ah... end at lke.. 4-5-6pm! ..zz.. wad the heck.

2007-03-25T01:25:00.000+08:00

i found a role model. i want to be like hero youngwoong jaejoong. Strong (even with his complicated family story, he is still very independent.) Cooks for his members. Perserverance (he was a tone deaf dude, but he practised until he could sing in tune.) be more frank and honest. Fast in saying, i don't like you. wif a very serious face LOL (i'm jk). Oh yeah and he can compose so many songs and play piano well (well.. i jus wanna play piano. i don't think i wanna compose anything LOL but well we don't noe the future rite? but i really dun hv confidence in composing so yeah LOL).

He's a very gd eg. but! i cannot learn from him the part that he didn't continue to further his studies in uni. LOLx.

Another gd eg. Wu zun, he never stops improving himsels. After getting distinction for his degree, he got his bachelor. He never dance in his life, now he is trying hard. muz learn from him. a very down to earth person too. Let bygones be bygones.

Ehx... muz learn from choikang changmin max too.. ehx... muz .... learn to be tidy! very neat n tidy! more ORGANISED! ok.. tml i'm doing a spring cleaning for my room.. AGAIN lolx. messed it up while doing my attachment. ooh and gg to start cooking once again! =D its been quite some time since e last time i've last cooked for my family. *slurp. den i still got baking to do for v day's pressie *very belated* ahh! ... no oven still. my sis better get the oven here asap. i promise ppl already but oven still not here. wth.

ehx. i'll take pop piano when i'm more competent in my sight reading. right now it sucks big time. lke a snail walking. crawling. wadever it is. lolx

okayy! no time for other things. (other den updating myself wif songs. songs = life.)
oh yeah sabbbb!!! i'm still looking for a dance class. but none fits into our category. mmm dun feel lke doing jus hiphop. wanna do all kinds of dance not jus one category too but not many places has it. that one.. slowly get into that. becos..

i'm still trying to learn korean!!! agrhhh *crams my head. lolx hahah i'm so lazy! i wanna slp only. *joyce*slaps*. WAKE UP! hahah ok larh. see ya guys! gotta start planning my calender again. my dad loves to mess it up by putting some of his wise plans. making my organiser so messy wif all the deleting.

as for my badminton. shld i continue? i think i train on my own better. ok. so i gotta plan that as one of my time table too. a time slot for exercising everyday. or twice or a day. lke for a couple of mins(eg. 15mins?). (i'm those lazy sort so can't do more den that. i prefer slping lolx)

2007-03-24T01:22:00.000+08:00

this attachment to sgh is rather ok. better den ttsh. In a way, becos they appreciate you, they also work as a team. Very united and they are not as temperamental and attitude. The service there is also much better, they are genuinely concerned for their patients. Whoa.. luckily nv sign bond ah lolx.

I had a quick dinner break, went off b4 the 45mins break was up because today e cubicle's busy. this attachment is gd becos the staff are great, my partner, khartini's awesome. Team work rocks. pity leona, her partner's half dead. Everyone in the ward is superbly busy but she say she's bored *amazed*....

I hope everyone gets well!

I have officially turned into a very long winded lady. B4 i went for break, i was telling patrick (the full time nurse dere):" starfish, rmb ah, muz check the para for bed 2 hor, its 6.45 ah, cannot miss it ah." then after a while i say are you sure u can handle it? do you wan me to help you? can u cope or not? (cos he was looking very stressed up) lolx everytime i do sth, i hear him sigh i was lke huh? aey u ok or not. den he'll say yarh yarh busy busy! everytime e same thing. JK oso very busy. I was wondering, if we student nurses aren't ard den how ah? mmm..

i miss the ward already. now i look forward to gg for attachment. BUT UNFORTUNATELY! we're gonna get assessed from the CI. haiya dunno whether can make it sia.

O yeah tis patient's relative ask me, hey how long have u been working here? i'm lke ehhh this is my first wk. then she's lke HUH!? den i say but i've been to ttsh for the past few posting. Then she say oh so you all get transferred ard larh? den i say no larh it's my attachment. Then she's lke YOU ARE A STUDENT?! den i'm lke yeahh. Then she say HUH?! ooh so u're finishing yr 3 now larh. I'm lke no i'm yr 1. She's lke YEAR ONE?! U ARE A STUDENT IN yeaR ONE?! OMG! how come you look so experience. (oh thank you thank you. jkjk) anyway i hope my teacher thinks the same thing. (which i highly doubt it)

2007-03-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

are the things we're doing right? am i encouraging the right thing? do i think the right thing?

True love is forever.
If you really love someone b4, then you would understand wad i mean.

Love is boundless, Love is generous.
Love is blind, Love is unselfish.
Love is all about sarcrificing.
Love does not wants or expects anything in return.
Even if you sarcrificed all that you possibly can.
Love isn't jealous, Love does not envy.
Love is not judgemental.
Love isn't just about you.
Love is always about them.
Love is understanding and patient.
Love is forgiving no matter what the person has done.
Love is not vengeful.
Love is about being there for the person you love.

If you don't feel these. Then perhaps this isn't true love.
I understand wad you feel. i understand wad you're gg through, but rmb this.
If you really loved, then you shldn't feel jealous, you shldn't feel vengeful. You'd be able to forgive e person. Probably i never experienced those kind of love in a relationship.

But i have experienced love in friendship. For friendship i could endure everything and anything for 4yrs without judging without talking behind a person.
For friendship, i don't mind waiting for a friend who's... 2hrs late. For friendship i could run all e day long to arrange things for them and got misunderstood.

but even so, i think i'm short of love for friendship le. cos i feel so drained. i think its so drain den now i'm getting more n more bo chap heh. tt's bad.

2007-03-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

hiihi everyone! hihihihi! .. aiyoh this frustrating lady in my workplace. i can kill e person man. AGRh.. so irritating. not big act big. wth. nvm... i still shall be the defiant me. if she steps on my toe. she better watch out becos right now.. it doesn't really matter if i worked or not. though its better if i do. But if its for a gd cause i will blow my top n leave. of cos i muz control myself. ^^..

ahhh.. spoilt my whole day.. or night rather haha. made me had a black face for a while. thank gdness long ge and wen qian ard to brighten my day =DD smiles* sryy wen qian! i forgot u eeating wif us (really sry.. though u won't be reading this cos u dunno my blog LOL but to make me feel better LOL)

Oh yeah may ping is here today too! she's so funny haha! she's e most playful supervisor really very nice to joke wif. William too larh of cos but mayping more playful! =D i still rmb e last time.. she go hit my butt larh. i was lke wah! supervisor oso hit butt one! same as kim tee haha. =X oops.

Yeahhh, i pit

2007-03-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

=DD thanks! thanks william! thanks john tay! =D i really love the belated christmas present! really love it alot HAHAA! *hugs it. heex. ooh n thanks for the hand made card. LOL phew.. i could tell who write it =D HAHAHA! *points.

Thanks for remembering that i love angels haha. although you didn't manage to find it. it's alright. it's the thought that counts yeah? ^^v. thank youuu! THANKS! i didn't expect it sia. it's march le HAHAHA! =X. thanks!!! thanks thanks! i think a million thanks wouldn't cover it haha. (too surprised)

2007-03-07T13:02:00.000+08:00

if you dare to speak up. i'll dare to give you a chance. if not... even if i want to give you a chance, i won't.

2007-03-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

hihi everyone. today was not bad. only one person pang seh *looks at..... nvm. dun wanna mention name =)

emmmm.. thanks alot "uncle" you did help a great deal. i'm sry, maybe you didn't want to get entangled into this. but you did. ><" i... will.... pu hui qu.
watched the movie norbit. ZOMG! i feel lke killing the GV ppl. At the payment booth, i was asked to produce the IC. Cos the show is NC 16. Zzzz. i was lke zz. sian den after producing it. my "uncle" had to rub it in saying. you noe sth .. everytime i watch a movie, i don't get checked. This is my first time. WAHHH!!! not my fault wadddd! >< haha anyway after going into the cinema. THE PERSON WENT IN TO CHECK MY IC AGAIN! i was super frustrated!... so much so when they hand me my ic, i was lke.... thanks, i was so grumpy i didn't look at them. lol

Anyway the show ah. wahhh whenever i see e woman, i cover my face. ><" as uncle had said... it's worst than watching ju-on. I AGREE! ^^

girl you gotta be strong. Maybe it isn't a gd choice to get back at him. The best choice is probably to ignore him. Maybe he wouldn't bother, but the hurt would lessen. The more you get back at him, the more you engage yourself further into his life. which is probably isn't wad you would lke to do yeah?

After talking to sean, he gave me the feeling that we probably shldn't continue ( he looks scary but.. he has a point) perhaps he's right. And its not really gd for us to pull ppl down into this matter?.. i dunno. i feel that he really doesn't wan to be implicated. *shrugs. but the fact he took e pic meant... he doesn't mind totally. *silent agreement*. it's still your choice LOL!

><" i dunno wad else to say. if you can do it. lets all ignore him. he sucks. i hate him. i hate him to the core. i hope he gets strike by lightning. YAY!
Maybe it isn't wise to curse him as well. Well... he'll have his retribution. Maybe if we don't torture him, he might have worse retribution? If we did, he probably has lesser? *shrugs. maybe. it is god's plan ba.

So mysterious.
Conclusion: As for me. Even if i lke e person n e person lkes me. i guess.. it'll be really difficult for me to accept. I shun away most of e time if i noe e person lkes me. even if i lke e person. (weird eh?) but true anyway.
But if i noe e person will never lke me or i'll never lke e person. THEN I DUN CARE! can bully and hit and play and make their hair messy! =P
Weird. but true.

OH OH! haha did i tell you. there is this lady at the cathay. She is very pro sia. i don't noe how she walk but she ram right into the glass door hahaah! =X ahem.. heh it was really very funny larh... i couldn't stop laughing. den after a while when i saw tt she looked lke she's in great pain den i stop laughing i was really concerned abt her. then py ask sean why are you laughing? u're so mean. then he said sth i can't rmb e exact words but i started laughing. then he call me mean. *stares. i was laughing at u! not wif u!

=D anyway. ooh i saw joel wong on tv HAHAHA. so funny hahaha! =X he looks very shy n confused.
joel: i felt very giddy. (couldn't make out what he says exactly at the back becos he was mumbling -> as usual heex =P jk) sth abt e building shook. which sounded lke shiok haha.

ehx. how come i didn't feel anything. hmmm..

2007-02-25T15:27:00.000+08:00

一直停留在不愉快的回憶裡是沒有用的，所以現在就覺悟吧，因為只有你自己可選擇你要有一個傷心，還是開心的人生。我要你快樂，我也相信你可以做到的!

分享Michael Jordan說過的話:
成功不是你所能強求的。它是一種常常向前努力的態度。然後在你不是那麼強求的時候，它可能就會在你手中。

xie le.... wu zun.

2007-02-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

divorce den divorce. i DUN CARE!... AGRH...!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!...

2007-02-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

girl dun be upset, that sickening jerk does not deserve you at all anyway. He can jus wither and die alone. You jus hvn't found your mr right yet. Don't worry too much yeah kid? Maybe it's a blessing in disguise, now we'll all be more careful. =D yeah?

how come hana kimi don't hv episode 14 ><" agrh. .....someone, anyone, faster upload it. i can swear i'll buy it when e whole set comes out. =< and dere's only 15 episode of hana kimi. SO PATHETIC!.. its such a nice show.

2007-02-21T01:15:00.000+08:00

AHH! muz watch hysnsn! ahh! Quan n Xy is whoa! ... =D whoosh e best larh! of cos i still like dbsk. Quan still nt as handsome as yunho =P -> to shuping. When i first watched, i preferred Xy (cuter larh. ) but den.. after tt i found dat quan more cool more.. .. ... cool. But after a while. .... i think i still xiu yi. haha! xiu yi's smile and quan's character.. i think it'll be quite cool. although i think SOME other ppl wld prefer a PURE quan *hints. haha! wahhhh she's so lucky ah!! but also gd larh. she has a really huge and kind heart. deserves her gd fortune. =DD looks lke the new year's gg gd for me! *whee! hahaha oh yeah! i went to step cousin's hse. GOSH! it's so big! haha! the food was awesome and we had some girl talk. It was really gd.. i really enjoyed myself. ooh unfortunately.. my niece n nephew had to quarrel again. *hai.

mmm.. loraine loraine. *hugs love ya loads! .... dun worry too much yea?
AH! i can't wait for the whole series to come out! i wanna get it. ahh! one more mth to go! why lke tt!! T_T . faster faster. my collegue n i can't wait man. its crazy

2007-02-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

zomg. crazy. ooh well =D anyway today was a great day! except i was suppose to go some aunty hse (e one i didn't go for.. say 3 yrs? ) ard dere. But a sudden change in plan. ah well. its worth it hEH HEH! =D

2007-02-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

oh yeah e funniest thing tt happen today, MY BRO FORGOT TO GET HIS ANG PAO FOR AUNT!
=S HAHA =X i was lke kor go back larh. nvm larh he still can go to his gf's hse n fren's hse to compensate.

2007-02-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

the new year celebration
first we went reunion dinner over at. ermx i forgot where but.. e setting is lke... those chinese wedding. Anyway its a 10 course dinner. i don't noe wad the heck i ate. there were like hair like substances on e mushrooms and.. some funny tasting chicken and abalone or sth lke tt.
When the food came i'm lke wads tt?! .. looks... suspiciously... bad. Then my mum exclaimed OH! MY FAVOURITE! den all of us jus stare at her. ZOMG. WAD THE HECK WAS THAT! it tasted like.. some uncooked funny looking thing dat doesn't taste lke chicken. maybe rubber lion meat or sth. how could anyone swallow dat! Anyway den .. ok i seriously dunno wad i was eating tt day i can only rmb vividly drinking e sharksfin soup but e rest was.. WAD IS THAT! BTW! i had stomach aches aft tt. *tsk. nvm it is settled, e nxt cny we're gonna plan for our dinner gdness me... those funny things dat is being ordered. Bro was saying i'll eat cup noodles ltr. i'm lke. zzz. nvm muz try n swallow n look happy abt it. GOSH U dunno how TERRIBLE it can be!

Anyway ahh! i went to church . wahh i really didn't feel lke gg but unfortunately i didn't go e night b4 so. zzz i muz go. i was so tired.. when i walk to church i was practically dragging my feet. zzz i was so lazy to wear a nice pair of shoes, i jus grabbed my mum's. And i had to wear properly n make up all cos aft church i'm gg to hv lunch den head off for ji gou's house (sec aunt). Dua gou is not in town (surprised). and to think tis is e only two hses i go every yr. now she's nt in town and... i only visit one. T_T e feeling is pathetic. anyway i met suzhen n soonpoh dere. Tgt wif their mum. ahhh i was so tired at first i jus sat on e chair n didn't feel lke moving until my siblings came over wif two DECKS OF CARDS!
i ran after it. lolx hhaah cos i requested de ma. last yr cny i nearly died but was rescued by my cards.
ehhx i think cny more fun to gamble leh (not for adults cos their cash is already flowing out) only for kids who're rich frm ang baos lolx hahah

2007-02-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

mum.. i think i lke someone.
who
********
EEE! why u lke him?
???? huh??
wad do u see in him?
erm ... ******..
o dun tell anyone u lke him! act lke u dunno him ah!
????? eh?
don't talk to him
WA?
i dun lke him
but he doesn't talk to u.
yarh tt's why i dun lke him
but if he talks to u den wad're u gg to talk abt?
dunno. i jus dun lke
???

another one

i was jus playing a prank on my new choirmate at tt time n ahem says this
joyce! u cannot lke him ah!
huh?
wad do u lke abt him?
huh? i got say i lke him meh?
no i'm jus telling u not to like him
but.. i didn't even see his face. he was bending down. i can only see his fringe cos i'm right on top n he was lke being blocked or sth
oh.

wad the heck LOL so funny one. zzzz

2007-02-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

shuping. shar. ok. i don't want to lke him le T_T hahaha. ahhh!!!!! *cramps head. i also wanna give up

2007-02-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

*stun* speechless. wad the heck. ><" shar.. hopeless le larh. time to give up. me too. *shake hands. same boat.

ANYWAY! its cny so i shall not make it sound so down anymore. HAPPY CNY PPL! love ya guys loads! oooh yeah. Ytd reunion dinner causes me to have a tummy upset. Zzzz CNY doesn't feel CNY-ish. LOL! hahhaa.. it feels more lke a normal church day. *grumps. we don't get to spend times wif churchy mates.

OH YEAH i bought two new sets of dresses. Another was boughth during my attachment last yr. GOSH! i love it! ahhh! =D one is haulter neck and its bareback too, the other is jus those spagetti type. i matched it wif a blue coat (so to speak). LOL! anywayyyy i'm so happy! tis yr's clothing was e best i found so far. LOL although i'll prefer skirts and shirts or blouses rather den dress. Zzzz. Anyway see ya guys! sayonara!

2007-02-16T11:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey!! =D omg... pharmacology exam on v day. So memorable LOL! . anyway after my exam i went to meet py at tpc mrt station. Met the rest over at city hall = sabrina, carolyn and py's other two polymates =DD OH! i heard them mention that they've seen olivia! gosh! its been a long time since i've last seen her. ok back to the subject. It was an all girls' outing. i was so tired.. gosh i cld've slp walk ard man. haii.

I'm so tired i'm nt in e mood to write sia. T_T *goes back to slp. cyaaaa.....*dozes off.

2007-02-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

ZOMG! ... agrhh! tis is crazy. the insomia's driving me nuts. me the girl who slps all e day long.. actually gets deprieved of slp. i hvn't slept sincen ytd and today i was jumping ard. i am tired yet not tired. tt kinda feeling sucks! AGRHHHH! pls.. someone jus shoot me. hahaha at least i'll be able to REST .. haha! agrhhh X_X i can feel my dark eyebags appearing

2007-02-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

ahh! someone calm me down. i shld've gone to nyp. WHY NP THE EXAM MUZ BE TML!?!?!!?! ahhhh! its such a bad week. i totally hv no time this week. wakes, funeral, quarrels, agrument oh my tian... i wanna dieeee...
AHHHHHHHHHHH!

all these will be over in 3days. after tt someone bury me alive and bomb e sch yay!

2007-02-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

whee! today's a great day! happy advance valentine day to all my gd pals and friends out dere! whom i won't be meeting on wednesday! heeheex.

man i'm so happy! but den again .. on e other hand gosh .. the basses ahhh n its not even *ahem ahem ahem their fault! maybe it is a little becos they were really soft... but not their fault totally man. and the altos i'm amazed... only aunty anny was singing. solo performance, no wonder they aren't heard at all (i'm sitting on e second row, she's last.) so i cldn't hear their part but if i'm not wrong they only hv 4 of them or sth lke tt? so kinda screwed. The last time e loudest is constance but now she's left le. Anyway i had to wait for them to finish their meeting, cos joel n jerome won't be eating wif us so have to pass em sth first.. *stares... see joel i told u i shld've given u jus now HAHAHA =X

shar very cute leh, she asked why does jerome look blur? (i was giving them sth) den i say huh? wad blur? he's always blur, he's born wif a blur face hahaha! jk ah jer! =X oh yeah he has a new nike bag!

oh yeah when e alto and basses came down i was looking for john and ger lke siao. den when i finally saw them i shouted john i tot ger wld follow suit but... omg he never! stupid person, wait so long still need to wait lolx! so i shouted GERALD WONG! (b4 tt i was talking to the wong bros so tt's why e wong) anyway john say wong? gerald wong???? i'm lke ehx... wait i was wondering issit gerald tan (i saw januari tan downstairs) or tay (i suddenly tot of john tay cos of john seow) den i'm lke john... wad is gerald's surname again? LOLX! gerald chua! oohhhh GERALD CHUA HURRY UP LARH! lolx..

so blur.

anyway... hope u all lke wad u got! (sry nt everyone has cos.. i really have no time. and to those who has sryyy nt very fantastic. i'll try to bake sth (my oven broke down at the wrong time) wif loads of love in it! haha) =P

and to the darling darling dearie mei who gave me *hugs i love it loads! and its funny without picture inside *sulk nvm.. we'll take loads one day! THANK YOU cookie monster! *sounds weird haha! love ya loads! btw ah nxt time when u guys (est and shar!) are cold jus take my jacket, its ok! really.. i am ok. haiii in fact i was so warm when i moved up, if i am cold i will definitely tell u guys k? Anyway i am superbly happy! *to those who noe why SHHHH lolx.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL AGAIN! *hugssss..! ah! and congrates john jerome gerald and glen. JOHN! u surprised me! jer! ur add maths rock! gerald chua! u! U! bluff ppl n made me worry! i really tot u hv no place to stay i wanted to call jer ask him if he got enough place to accomodate u. *TSK! (btw tis is abt their o lvl results) glen u tried hard! u are gg to make it far! perserverance!

2007-02-10T16:29:00.000+08:00

My new found cousins...
Starting from the oldest.
Paul! a really nice guy... very sweet and thoughtful. staying in uk. came back for the wake.
Cheryl! i jus saw her today, don't know very much but she is really matured and nice.
David! he's matured and always easy going. he can control his emotion well ^^

Cousins my age: 18
Deidre! she's nice and funny when u get to noe her lolx. =D
Jonathan! mmm i jus met him today. a nice friendly guy! but i didn't talk to him alot lo. =) oh and he has a sister called germaine but i don't noe how old she is heh heh.
Jasper! a nice and fillial son who noes his priority and is very responsible (taking care of his bro and sis) oh i forgot to mention, he's really lazy too lolx.

Loraine! a sunshine girl who's always smiling XD u can hear her laughter miles away. (ahem thought to be her bro's wife *ahem*) she's really outgg.
Fabian! *runs away b4 saying anything. dat guy loves to disturb ppl one! lolx haha but a really nice guy. he LOOKS innocent but wahhh he really ah.. scare me man. keep grabbing n poking me. so in e end i sat in front of e bus HAHAHA! =P

overall. things wasn't as bad as i expected. there's a good side to everything dat happen. Maybe.. but i really wonder wad kind of a person is grandma. i always hear tt she's very nice. mmm....

2007-02-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

OMG! .... am i that blur?! ahhh! *covers mouth in embarrassment.

2007-02-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

OMG! wads wrong wif my bloody computer!
its so slow that even my grandmothe can walk from changi airport to toa payoh and the page is still not loaded. AGRH! so annoying.

gee. i need something to relief myself heh heh heh... so if anyone dare to cross my path WAHHAHAHAHAAHA! DIE!

no larh i'm nice to ppl who're nice. and those ppl who are nasty.... wheee! time to try out some new kungfu moves i saw in the bruce lee movies *ah ya! *jumps and kick den do some of my own personal moves... slap slap!

=S ah yes i'm so pissed wif my oven. it had to break down at this time. Why didn't it break down earlier or after v day. so annoying. After taking a long time from baking... when i decide to hand make stuff guess wad? oven spoils all ur plan. so annoying. darn tt freaking oven. if i had my hands of tt spoilt useless thing. i'd hv kicked it jump on it.. hammer it and throw it into e sewage.

ahh.. anyway i better start hitting my books. (screw those textbook. i feel lke... tearing it and flushing it down e toilet bowl... )

2007-02-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

ahhh.. how come so many ppl are leaving this earth. tis is e second wake i've been to this week.

first wake was mrs mag low's husband's
Today's my grandmother
haii jus makes me sit down and think..

life is lke a dream. it's only been a while u've known the person and off they go.. whether its out of the country or out of the world. they jus disappear.

i wish i cld see my grandmother b4 she went. i never got a chance to see her face to face and have laughs. (long story).

ahhh life goes on. The play must go on. the story must be continued. haha! okays. i need to buck up and start studying man. haiyo... been chatting, watching shows and gg out. this is bad!!

2007-02-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

hahahaha! wad a glorious morning!!! .. shit. i just remembered sth.

it is mrs mag low's husband's funeral day. it's at 2.30pm. sigh. life is so delicate. Everything is so unpredictable. we muz learn to cherish everyone ard us. live everyday as if its e last.

man! i gotta enjoy life! okay all play n no work.
yay! three cheers for tt.
haii.. i'm so allergic to studies. when i pick up the book, my natural reaction is to.. play computer or msg my frens. sad ah? tt's the allergy reaction.

oh yarh! i saw two bruce lee's movie. cool sia! i love the action. AHHH! i wanna learn wu shu! T_T the guys wld be crying if i really do learn it haha! i'll be nice and not learn it just yet.

gosh i'm dead bored. i don't wanna study! and i have to study. i wanna watch youtube but.. scared i get hooked. lolx zzz. okays after exam its YOUTUBE TIME NO END!....

2007-02-05T11:53:00.000+08:00

ooh sryyyy for nt updatingg.. here's e long awaited one! XDDD oh yes and THANK YOU my darling dearest pal! for updating my blog HAHAHHA! i was really surprised! =D its so sweet of u, thanks!

Ah... on friday i tot of resting at home and taking a gd break. BUT HELL NO! haha apparently i didn't read my msg properly.
Sean says to meet tml... which would be friday but... i was hving exam at tt time so i tot his tml was saturday... lolx... hehx (i didn't realised.. i was hving TWO fridays) haha.. anyway.. den he called me at one pm (which was the time the beach party is starting) and asked me JOYCE!!!!! are you ready?! and my reply was... for wad?? lolx he's lke... hello? the beach party? it's one already leh. i'm lke huh? i tot it's on sat? anyway.. to cut things short. i had to run ard my hse getting prepared (cos we're all already late zzz)

We reached dere and whoa! thank gdness his boss hasn't arrived (oh yah i forgot to state that the party was his company's party) anyway i had loads of fun dere. The ppl dere were funny (i found out that sean's collegue's mother is joyce thomas, so i asked him to call me momma) so ... he kept calling me mummy e whole day lolx!

On saturday.. i had played badminton. WHOA! i was soooo tired... when i came home i slept till 7-8pm. But this result in insomia at night till 3-4am, so i dragged mummy to my room to entertain me =X how notti. haha!

Then on sunday, the most embarrassing thing of the day.. I WORE PINK! AHHHH!!! practically everyone was clad in black except for 3 ladies (including me) haiyooo i wanted to stay downstairs. AH! ha. When shar said hey joyce u're suppose to wear black i squealed! Then i was thinking who can i call so the first person i called was estella, but she was already in church. So i was thinking muz call someone who's late half e time *ahem which was AH! JOEL! so i called but he was on his way already then i decided to call someone who's not from choir (cos they can come later) which wld be sean! but he left his hse already T_T... i totally forgot and didn't realised that .. JOHN SEOW WASN'T IN CHURCH! i cld've tried my luck. (i didn't try calling becos he live further away so i expect him to be on his way already)

hahaha oh ya *hugs. shar... dun be embarrassed and don't be sad ok? ->the thing dat happen after choir i'll help you crap up an excuse if he asks why. haha k? *winks.

SAD LARH! project work spoil everything. wahhh not fair nt fair. >< *grumbles haha.

2007-02-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

I'm backkkkkkkkkkk:D

So, joyce has gone MIA for about 234987230983270293874 days already. Haha, but i still see her on sundays! Anyways, joyce has been very very stressed. chill girl!:D haha everything will be alright, just do your best! Jia you! Hahahahaha. i KNOW you wont be stressed anymore if......
:D :D :D :D :D :D right? HAHAHA. okay, im being very mean.(:

And btw, IT'S THE 1ST FEBRUARY!:D which means that its the start of a new month.

Well, i think this is enough. And i dont feel like updating my blog so bye!(:

Your nitty-nutty partner in choir:D

2007-01-28T22:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, since our dear Joyce here hasn't updated since heaven knows when, I shall kindly help her do it:DD

1. I know Joyce goes awfully hyper when it comes to church. Esp CHOIR(:
2. And yes joyce, i know i rock:D
3. Oh, did i mention, joyce is a sweet sweet girl?
4. And i just remembered, I owe you money. HAAH.
5. I'm just trying to reach numer 10 now.
6. HAHAHAHAHAHA:D
7. Joyce & I always go crazy. Anytime, anywhere. You're bound to find us laughing.
8. And yes, I know i still rock:D
9. You rock too!
10. NUMBER 10:D The big 10.

Joyce, Joyce. Don't you love sundays? Being with me and all the rest of the 'exceptionally high' people? HAHAHAH. And you havent updated since 6thjanuary2007. How clever, my dear girl. Now now, it's YOUR turn to guess who's updating for you:DDDDD

Haha. i'm sure you know who I am(:
Hopefully. HAHAHAHA.
And THANKYOUUU, for the lovely presents from JAPAN(: (That should give you a hint!)

Signing off,
your nitty nutty partner in choir:D

2007-01-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i became this sick. whoahh.. high fever and giddy and stomache all because i ate 5 meals a day in one week or more and each meal i ate 3-4plates yes i noe i became fat, i could roll ard lolx.

ehx... the next country my cousins wanna go is .. mmm.. korea and another to new york. i'm thinking of going new zealand mmm.

anyway i wanna try to achieve this dream of traveling once a year when i'm older.
mmm...
e country i wanna go:

hong kong (been)might b going again
japan (been) but have to go back dere cos practically all e shops are closed
korea
new zealand
canada
taiwan
hawaii; US
rome (the place where catholic rules)
china (becos i heard the stuff are cheap heex)
france (pity my cousin went dere last year liao)
london; england

mmm tt's all for now. i can't think of any other jus yet. but these will be my target hee hee hee... oh yeahhh

i love the food from egypt!

countries went:

indonesia (batam)
m'sia (KL, malacca, JB, sabah, sarawak)
thailand (phuket)
australia (sydney)
sri lanka (sch field trip)

mmmm... okies i think tt's abt it.
mmmm i'm still stuck btwn whether i shld go korea or newzealand for the nxt trip mm..

2006-12-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

i don't know why. but i still think i'm lack of sth ard me. >< oh no.

2006-12-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

i've given up already since the day that happened, there is no reason for me to be tolerant or to even bring joy because i'm just being a fool doing that. I kept getting myself reprimanded and got myself black face in and out of the house. for what? i call i get scolded by both sides. i still haven't given up initially but when the day came that you still don't give in and wanted your way. i got scolded and i promised to myself i'll never ever get scolded for this kinda things anymore.

Oh yes.. before i forget thanks rose and william for the surprise b'day cake i'm still dumbfounded abt it. really stunned ( by the way, tt's my first ever surprise b'day cake from a friend arigato) will don't be angry anymore ok? everyone understands now. and thanks alot for making the atmosphere a whole lot better wif jokes and rose for talking to befriending everyone. see.. so don't do this. don't be pissed okies? both of you so angry one. middle ppl gets crushed *dies.

2006-12-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

All:
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you

All:
You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises

You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises

Christian:
Because of you
I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (Ben- I've been a fool)
A fool for you (Ben- A fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than Let you walk all over me

All:
Same old lie, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben- You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben- You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben- If you don't wanna find me gone, gone,
gone, gone, gone)

2006-12-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

i wish i never felt the pains you gave me.
i wish i could just let it out. i wish i was more blunt.
i wish i was never friendly. i wish i could disappear.
i wish you could mean what you say.
i wish i never got hurt and that i had a metallic heart.
i wish i knew what true friends meant before meeting you so i could tell if you treated me like one.
i wish i wasn't taken advantage of.
i wish i wasn't so stupid.
i wish my dad wouldn't be so generous.
i wish i was more hard working and don't need to rely on friends because when i needed help you said you were busy.
i wish i was more understood. (i knew i made e promise to come early but i was running a fever and i vomitted e whole night, before i left the house i had to run to toilet to vomit) but when i came. no questions made, no nthing but a black face given. i felt hurt and giddy but i was told off, when i explain you still didn't care much.
i wish i didn't rush to arrange things for my friends.
i wish i didn't give in so much. not so much in fact always except once or twice.
i wish i never ever had any celebration for my birthday
i wish i never hurt another person's feelings and neglected her for you.i'm sry jie.
i wish i was not so blinded.
i wish i would forget that terrible day of my life.
i wish i wld really forget these things

ooh well i'm okays now..^^
i just wish i'll never think about it again X_X

2006-12-22T10:38:00.000+08:00

ytd i went to dinner at chinatown wif the young leaders ppl. interesting.... i was quite playful. i whispered to geraldine dat this guy reminds me of the white chick dat guy who is super muscular and he was chasing one of the "girls", den when he went to collect an award, ger say joyceee!!! your guy! i started laughing lke anything. The lady next to me was quite friendly she shook my hand n wish me merry christmas so i started talking to her.. AFTER a gd long talk den i found out that! she was wedded to that "white chick" guy! omg! i was lke OH MY TIAN!

den i found out that he is np primers BB captain! wahh i tell you i nearly fainted. he was my captain i NEVER KNEW IT!!! after i told ger she was lke ah?! i still say so loud dat he's your man when e wife is beside youU!!!..

HAHAHA! wad a joke.

2006-12-20T09:05:00.000+08:00

monday:
I went to buy paint after which i went to church to attend mass for my parent's anniversary.

In e bus i called ash, he told me he was in PS and asked me where i was, i said oh i'm in orchard den suddenly he ask me if i wanted to go watch movie. i was so stunned i was lke AH!? now?! haha anyway my dad say yes surprisingly so i went to watch it wif them. Till now i'm nt sure wad's e title of the show sia la. i jus noe it's a japanese movie and it's nice and touching! haha! thx ash for the movie treat ^^v

ytd i was painting my room for such a long timeeee.. SRY EST! sry john!!! i realllyyyyy cmi for the penitential service. ZzzZzzz.. heh hehx. *ps look.

2006-12-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

mmm let me think wad has been going on in my life tt's interesting to share.

Mmmm one gd news. ATTACHMENT IS OVER! oooh my gdness.. it's been a LONG TWO WEEKS i had there. geee wad else..i can't think. i'm so dead tired hahaa...

OH OH OH! i met the fanclub members and printed quite a number of photos! hahaha! oh yeah i got a new bed, new FREE laptop, new fan... cos mine broke down due to e fact that i used it for YEARS haha.. and there was a great sale at habourfront. gonna get new paint to paint my room GOSH! a ROOM MAKEOVER! whee! oh yeah my ROOM is MUCH spacious now ahaha! i rearranged it liao. Those who hasn't been to my room for a long time will see tt he has changed alot! if my table and cupboards weren't fixed to the ground i'd hv changed its position too. Mmm wad else.. my parents anniversary today, celebrated ytd. Wad else...oh ya my room walls look real pathetic right now.. so frustrating.. my darling niece hv a few drawings on it. ahhh wad else. .. ahh nvm i'll update again LOL

2006-12-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha! hey ... everyone KILL him!!! disinfect the AREA before i.. ermmm nvm LOL! hahaha =X tt guy ahh super darn irrritating persistent desperate la. omg i read another conversation OMG! he's freaking despo! ..

YOU MORON! LEAVE PPL ALONE MAN.

ass..

i tell u. u'll be lke e first person i curse if i cld.

>< AGRHHH@ HOW CAN ANYONE BE THAT ANNOYING! hey don't u girls think so? OMG he's hitting on everyone.. u noeee! OMGGG! AGRHHH! DAT ..stupid AGRHHH!

tt... bloody moron. i wonder if he's dere to like sing or to .. oh i'm sry he can't sing. i mean i wonder if he's dere to like .. be a display thing (ooh i'm sry neither is he gd for visual entertainment.. but he's definitely an eye sore) do u noe he doesn't stop looking at girls... AGRH!! omg can't he jus look at his scores. OMG OMG OMG.. not tt he needs to cos he doesn't need to play much or sing at all.. but still! KEEP UR EYES TO URSELF! omg... i feel lke throwing him over e loft

2006-12-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

OH PLS! you're lke super immature la! u're too young for everyone ESP ME! i'm older den u.. although u look older den me by probably 10yrs or sth. STOP BUGGING US! for gdnesss sake.. you lao ti ko.

AGRH!
anyway i learnt how to ride a bike! my mum bought a bicycle and i rode ard just now (at 9pm) i didn't fall once! tt's becos i brake as soon as i was gg too LOL! hahaha! anyway i can ride fairly well..

AS WELL AS JOEL CAN SKATE ^^V wahahaha!

anywayyyy... wad else to write.. oh yeahh i am horning my skills for badminton. after 2mths.. u'll see.. A DIFFERENT KILLER JOYCE!! wahhaa!
>< i'm so into sports now.. but i'm still eating more den ever, i always say i'll go on diet but.. >< wad happens? NTHING CHANGED i'm still short too. but i grew slightly! realli!

okays i'll update as much as i can.

2006-12-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

darn... why muz this happen to me. i'm still waiting..

2006-12-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh!!!! dat nincompoop!
AGRHHH! i think i'm catching a fever.. my immunity ain't gd right now and i think my attachment ward is a hot spot.. my whole face is flushed.. dunno wif anger or cos i think i'm getting sick... oh dearie me.. wad a nice time to be sick..

AGRH! I WANNA GET AWAY FROM THERE!!!
GOSH! can't someone kick him...

2006-12-04T18:23:00.000+08:00

some ppl jus think that they live too long on earth n wld wish to end their lives as soon as possible in the most effective way... by...

ppl dun get hints.. some! most! ahh dunno la.

OMG!.. shameless! after carrying out ur stupid plan, u still have e cheeks to ...
OOH! all that nerves...
i so feel like throwing the person down e toilet bowl and set e pants on fire. this is called THICK SKIN! and pls la...

nobody ask you along and den u expect free... (plus if you realised, the GIRLS are avoiding you and yet you still.. -.-" )

OMG! KELLIN! Why do you do this to us?!?!?!?!!?!
i'd rather you give that ticket to like.. dat annoying lady from our choir.. OMG!!!! KELLIN!.... john wanted to go why did you jus hand it to him!?

AGRHH!H!H!H!!! i'm gg nuts!
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INFURIATED!

2006-12-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

today's real tiring boy.

I'll start wif wad happened on friday. Firstly in e morning, 11am meeting wl and gt at tpc to go ben's hse for b'day celebration. i cldn't make it for party at night (due to movie maraton and i had to do pros too). zzz! then after dat we played badminton in whampoa cc.

At about 5-6pm i met char, shuping, geraldine and shirley rushed through NR. 7pm plus walked over to LT 26 for movie maraton. wahhh i tell u, i was darn on for the first couple of movies, when it hits 2am.. my eyes.. were shutting down, my head was nodding. so i took out my pillow and... SLEEP! mine was winnie e pooh. aey you'll be surprised! there were another two girls bringing tigger and eeyore cushions too.

Anyway den met ben in e morning (cos i left my bag in his hse) den went home... once my head touched my pillow. i slept lke dere was no tml and guess wad? i TOTALLY FORGOT ABT MY AMBASSADORS DUTY! .. so shitty.. i had headache for half a day..

den went to j8 to finish off all the haagen daz vouchers. oh my! i'm getting fat! haha! jk.

2006-11-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

WOW! i did it! but i don't want to post all e pics out... later don't know which tom dick and harry see ah... =X hahaha! anyway tis shld be enough ba. yeap this is my b'day present. THANK YOU!!! i love it loads! haha..

2006-11-25T18:03:00.000+08:00

2006-11-25T16:05:00.000+08:00

HIHI! today i woke up at 6.15am tsktsk i set my alarm at 5.30 but i COULDN'T HEAR IT! can you believe it?! OMG! it rang 9times! and i only heard it ONCE! wah liao aey.. den i'm suppose to meet ben at courts at 6.30am wahh i nearly killed myself.. LOL!

Anyway since i was sleeping in parents room i had to secretly walk out wif my pillow, bloster and my leg still hurts a lil cos i was slping in e wrong position ytd ><
Anyway i quickly got changed but i spend time looking for my shorts and bus card so still reach dere a lil late.

Reach there abt 7plus but nt very late! walked over to the court just to find out that dere were chairs stacked about the court. AND! the rest hvn't arrived yet. Zzz so we waited for them lo. GT was second den WL was third (surprised?!) haha! anyway AG was e fourth (reason: with WL ard, come late better cos he's never early LOL) after darrel came and we played soccer! hahaha! it's my first time playing street soccer sia.

wilson lai, you're dead, your birthday COMING RIGHT?! you dare play the mario song over e phone eh?! you die liao! .. i'll recover asap so you can die badly on ur b'day! muhahahaX! (not tt you'll read my blog LOL)

But ok la i was shocked i still can pass the ball quite alrightly, i thought it'll get screwed. LOL! but my strength not there at all, i was using my right leg to kick and pass ard but it's where i got injured and my left leg's lousier than my injured right leg (really terrible eh? LOL)

Anyway i learnt a couple of things (THANKS!)

Anyway after that we went down to some kopitiam and i ate lke a vegetarian! (curry potato,cabbage and cai xin) wahh i didn't realised it till they all say aey you vegetarian ah? i was lke AEY! how come no meat! LOL but forget it la, just eat la.

Anyway it's fun la, but now i gotta wash my wound wif dettol again.. cos so much bacteria and all so mum insist i gotta wash it. oh YAY! i LOVE the stingy feeling ='S

AND i got a new bed! ... all becos my mum said dat my double decker sucks (she didn't say tt but she meant the same thing) she always knock her head. (yeahhh i dun get it, i slp on it but i avoid knocking and i didn't complain but she does) so dad say mum nags too much jus get a new bed. so yeah ok.. anything..

But i was sighing cos we spent too much money this yr *tsk. nvm! Next yr's target... ABSTAIN from buying anything unless needed... yes! DETERMINATION.
OW my leg...

KAO.. after playing soccer.. my thigh muscles ache lke anything la.. siao sia. my right leg injured plus thigh muscles ache.. i had so much difficulty in wearing my pants la. haha! >< pure torture. LOL but it's fun la.. i jus wished i nv had tt injury. so inconvinent.

2006-11-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

Now i'm just waiting for the arrival of my laptop. so irritating.. when i need it i dun hv it. Zzz. lolx

hahaha ahhh but i'm happy enough la LOL! tv nt impt to me, sofa nt impt to me, slp is impt. oh i injured my leg sia >< i was trying to catch ben den i jump n grab his bag and he continue running, i fell and was dragged for a few steps LOL so he supported me a lil all e way back to my hse. so long nv get injured at the leg. (somemore i just recovered frm blue blacks LOL!) i was laughing though cos he didn't stop running until he turned and say JOYCE HOW COME U FELL? haha.. aiyo so blur.

anyway i pressume i've gotta recover asap! den sunday dun need to hop to church. YUKYUK!

BTW! to spammers! .. you dare to spam me?! mm! ... dun think i'm short i won't do anything ok! i can bite! GROWL haha. anyway enjoy urself everyone!

2006-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

yoZ! wow i tell u my life's getting better LOL! hahaha! yeahh i got to go somewhere i love to go ^^ i got a new handphone (becos my previous one keep shutting down on me and hanging and got this stupid thing keep popping out which cause me loads of inconvience) but the new hp leh... e batt life sucks big time. i can't even talk as much as i use to lor. lke 1hr e most and a couple of smses b4 it goes flat. last time i cld talk for 3hrs ='S

Anyway i got a new plasma tv for my living room, my dad's crazy over it, he wanted it for ages and longed for it for a LONGGGG time.. one day when after eating ice cream at haagen daz (we had 100plus bucks voucher for it) at bishan i asked my dad if i cld go into best to check out e laptops and i found PLASMA TV instead of yeahhh we end up buying it. my dad was so excited, he kept telling us wad he imagined and where he shld sit to get e best view and blah blah blah LOL! so funnyy i nv seen him this excited..

And THE BEST OF ALL! AFTER A COUPLE OF DAY! i read a newspaper and told my dad abt e broadband, if u sign up for 28 mths and blah blah blah all e terms and condition and viola u get a free laptop and u can choose whether u wanna upgrade. YAY! my dad approve of it right on e spot and he allow me to upgrade!

YAY! so on.. friday we ordered a new plasma tv and it was delivered today.. the brand's ermmm panasonic and my lappy is ermm compaq i think wadever it is. but i dunno when i can get it. Zzz LOL

i think i'll wait for my earhole to close and then pierce again cos it's abit inproportionate. maybe i'll leave it.. mmm.. i think i'll think abt it another time, i'll go do my hw and project first, they've gotta be handed in tml ZZZZ... -,-

2006-11-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

YES YES YES!!! my plant grew!!! oh yes! it's got flowers!! whee! and now to find peppermint plant... hope it isn't big n dat i can grow in my room.

thanks jonna for ur belated b'day gift. WOW! it's hani hani hanii!! kawaii! arigato! now i'm just waiting for e bunny LOL! it's so difficult to find, me n shar still finding it.
<3 hani!

Okies sayonara! i gtg off.. oh yeah and thanks ms joyce ng for ur little present too LOL.. =X i'm e only one in class who's born in nov. is tt gd or bad? LOL!

2006-11-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

goofyyygoober's gonna kill me. i've been gg ard blogs to flood a little. sryyy abit e .... *ahem floodingggg.. but ermm it's not call spamming yeah? it's call being friendly. each new day i got a target HEEHEEE.... soooo prepare for... attack! haha! WAR TIME! but i doubt u guys can beat me... =D cos i already started. heeheex. ^^ shhh dun shout or dun jump when u see ur tagboards flooded heeexxx..

shar... i noe i noe.. no one else has as much .... floodings but ermmmm u gotta control urself man. i'm sure u still wantt ur erm sis yeah? heex *runs away....b4 e nxt tsunami comes when she starts yelling... =X

lke my math calculation sab? ^^ enjoy my countingggg
geraldinee & shuping enjoy hving piglet on ur tagboard for e past few days? ^^ well it's gonna just last probably a few more... days? ^^
ahem. mmmm nitee

tata! i won't be seeing my blog in a while.... =) byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeee

2006-11-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh today i had aerobics at 8am! *fainted. i wldn't consider it a bad thing but it's kinda making me drowzy for my tutorial. seriously i was so tired, i covered one eye n stare at my teacher and my face was.. whoa! zombie, eyes were lke.. those drug traffickers u see on channel 5. Mr lim went lke aey joyce i tot u used to be superactive in class. den i say yeah used to until they made SW... at 8am in e morning n following it up wif a dry subject. -.- it's abt s'pore history... again.. -.- i got enough of SS... ZzzzZzzzz. he seems to be worried becos after i said dat, he was lke dun tell me u guys are gonna be lke this everywk but i was gonna doze off liao. so LOL! i didn't respond heex.

After SAWI tutorial, i had to meet up wif char to get e notes and WOW! omg! Dr thomas called me... DERE ISn'T TUTORIAL FOR that stupid critical thinking rubBish class whee!! hahaha i was jumping ard blk 81 and rush off to meet char but tt means i end sch at 1.30pm to 2pm this week.. now is tt bad?.

Geeeee// thursday i'm gg to expo, skipping all lessons! yippee! (actually nt a gd thing) well.. i still hv to wear formal for e occassion.. youth leader stuff. ahh! it's so far AWAY!

2006-11-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

oh ya!! on my b'day! ... i cld've hv sworn... GERALDINE they all!!! added MORE INGREDIENTS in my ice cream! they added chilli toppings...they're so called toppings and underneath it, it's... GARLIC!! OMGGGG!! .. i had tummyache at night. humphs..

Then i say i cmi liao later got fish n co, wad happens? nooo eat more joyce eat more.. haii LOL! hahaha! i'm gonna be.. very shitty for a week i tell u. seriously i ate alot alot alot frm 2nd nov till 3rd. *rubs tummy. omgg... i think i'm gonna faint.

AH! my pictures will be out nxt mth! SO LONGGG!!! and she told me.. no la. wedding pics takes 2mths. ahh ok i wonder why she had to say tt LOL nvmmm..

AHHH! i can't waittt! oh did i tell u, recently.. i got loads of pink... and piggy stuff i wonder why..*stares.
LOL shar told est i love pink =O LOL! hahaha! nvm la, my fav colour is baby pink! ^^ but now i'm getting used to pink heh heh. nad gave me a pink thingy wad's tt cloth called again? sth to wear over or sth lke tt, frm hong kong. Then pink piglet cup, pink bracelet and pink earrings LOL! hahaha i'm gonna .. little miss pink..

hahah but it's nice, somehw all those things u guys picked is nice!!

everything is nice! but where's all e hugs? lol! hahaha tt's nicer! we're one big family aren't we?! *hugsss. awww.. *smacks! love ya guys!.. *ahem i mean girls only.. LOL jkkk =P

2006-11-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

thanks thanks everyone! ^^ i got a few unexpected wishes. i was superr shocked when justin smsed lol! and ermmm yeah ken.. i think kim tee told him so.. yeahh lol. and wow! grace oso! wah! su ting wahhh =O

anyway a list of e first ten ppl! ^^
1) pei ying (sry wilson, i jus read her msg n e time b4 urs la LOL!heeheex competition!)
2) wilson
3) daddy
4) suharni
5) mummy
6) estella
7) sopheaktra
8) geraldine
9) charmaine
10) khartini / qian hui and handy - talking on phone, doing some girl's stuff all at e same time ooh during FON lecture =D exciting!

guess wad? i slept super early last night but i'm still slping in NSL class! =O

and tt first ten ppl thingy.. ^^ quite cool, learn it frm di di sonie.. not bad not bad.. jus for fun =D enjoyy~~ i'm 17 already!

2006-10-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

head over heels

2006-10-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

agrhh i hate u!!! stupid stupid stupid person!.. meanieee! fine fine be lke tt. blehh. i don't careeee.. or do i? ahh! u!!!....

2006-10-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

ohhh my.. i bought two lovely plants wif two of my lovely churchy mei! (shar & est)i can't wait to get my own house and when i do, i think i'll get grand piano!!! ^^ really like it loads.. and i'm addicted to this instrumental (forrest gump) i heard when i went for sharmaine's piano recital e last time, i think a small kid played it. niceee!! ^^v i still dislke organ, sounds so.. fake... sounds so...electronic-y (if dere's such a word)yay! i shall keep it real safely! and it's on my chain *winks* e pics were lovely too. whee!

ah well.. maybe if i hear a sincere sry, i might forget everything else and just let it pass and might still be frens, but if not. i'm done wif my work.

recently i bought quite a number of things sia. quite a few korean accessories haha! love jap and korean stuff but jap stuff's super ex. i'm just thinking whether i shld get yul's necklace hehx.

OH! yes.. and i kept worrying abt my plant today in sch, i love plants but none of them can last more den a yr. the fastest was within two mths? or was it half a yr?
Anyway the lady at the plant store told me tt the plants are very easy to grow, if it still dies in my hands, i'm gonna faint. the small one's on my desk ^^ and e medium one is hanging on my window grills. oh! and i oso got goong (princess hours) pen wif a bear wearing a black colour skirt, now.. jus to buy or find a nice wooden pen holder and put my bear pen on my table too heex. okies la. i gotta go pack my room le. i made a big mess outta it when i rushed to school and out and blah blah..

tata

2006-10-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

issit hard to say sorry?

2006-10-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

YOZ!... mmm i dun feel lke celebrating my b'day suddenly leh... lke.. no mood too. i think it's e haze. i got a strangeee feeelingg my b'day will nt feel lke one LOL! but nvm go out for normal outing wif niceee ppl can liao. i really hope those lecturers don't put any extra or replacement stuff on my b'day sia! zzz LOL

i feel lke staying at home for my b'day leh. but luckily got photoshoot to look forward to. ^^v

2006-10-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

2006-10-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

=S i want to arrange e choir celeb as soon as possible sia la.
oh.. i got so many things i wanna do.. but no mega motivation
-learn french (sorta a muz)
-learn korean n jap
-learn malay (oso sorta a muz)
-learn piano (okay la.. i'm learning but.. nt yet master it)
-learn baking (ehhh i think i only bake one thing, eggtart)
-learn dancing (i prefer hip hop and ballet(but i'm so inflexible))
-compose a series of new b'day song wif churchy frens for future b'day celeb of our choir members

WAHH! so manyy many stuff i wanna learn! but joyce e piggy so lazy! how????...

*snores snores.
oh yeah omg! i got two teacher who makes me slp! one speaks super softly, another neh.. she doesn't noe wad she's talking.. she ask us wad's 25 x 6, ger told me 150 so i jus shout 150 without listening to question (half aslp) den she say huh? 150 too much la, can kill patient. dots den she ask us 5 x 5 = 25 rite? nonono.. wait 25 too much so it's 5 x 4 ya 20.. okay so 5 x 4 den plus 5 x 4 = 22. no wait 40 den wah liao she down dere calculating by herself. this is pharmacology leh, if she doesn't teach us e exact way to calculate e medication den all our patient will be sent knocking at heaven's door sia

2006-10-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

oh dear me.. i lost my sense of humour.. well nvm let's get it back!

Anyway, today's e first day of school.. zzz wahh i tell u. i woke up early =O surprised myself even! haha! mmm so i took my own sweet time to do stuff wa liao. i got a shock lor, i tot i was gonna be late. phew... ger ger helped me buy notes =D TY GERALDINE!! haha..

oooh sim got this shop which sells korean stuff leh! wahh! tml i'm gonna buy a few items!!! =D it's frm goong leh! =P siao liao. pity lor.. don't hv kim jeong hoon's necklace. ZzzzZZZ but nvm heh heh heh. whoah when i went to sch i was lke i still can't believe tis is my sch lo. i forgot n lost my sense of direction =Z ah well..

so tiredddd...wake up at 6am. lessons begin at 8am, only one hr break den end at 6pm. Zzzzz omg.. 4hrs of seeing e same teacher cld've killed me.. she speaks so soft and gently dat i'm falling aslp but i din becos my mouth n hands were moving. mouth is answering teacher, hand writting letter to geraldine LOL

MMmmMMMmmm btw CONGRATES SABBY WABBY! In the new opening of ur blog ^^..
and hope the sch reopening for char n py is okies..
gd luck for nxt sem.. bleh.. i gt loads of nursing research to do..

2006-10-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

be the way you are. i gave up all hope changing you.

i'm tired... i don't even wanna tolerate anymore

tolerate for wad?
tolerate for so long, wad did i get? hurts, scornful remarks, shocks and more shocks. BAH! forget it...

2006-10-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

heyyy! i jus read shar's blog. yeah i agree wif u...

never put all hope on one person, cos when they don't exist in your life, u're as good as dead.
but..
well shar dun expect too much too, tt's wad the nun told me.. rmb tt day i went to visit her? yeahh she said those to me.. i was telling her e thing dat bothers me most and even made me teared becos wadever e person says affects me most, i treasured e special someone so much, urs is a different type of treasure but... nevertheless is still treasuring e special someone, be it a girl or boy. close fren or a crush or husband or wife... we cannot expect them to be e same forever, all e while u tot they were who you tot they were, although they changed although they turned nasty, you were in denial and u want to believe they're still e nice person u tot they were..

but girl... they change, we have to face it.... stop being in denial, stop expecting ok? me too... stop hurting urself girl. yeah, it might be worth it but... it's not mths dearie.. it's not jus mths dat we've been hurting ourselves, it's YEARS! not one but so many years!

girl, jie'll be here even if the earth collapse and the sky falls. With all my strength, i'll cast as much fears away as i can. and this is not only for my meis, but for everyone dat i love and cherish frm e bottom of my heart. When u're trapped in ur darkness, i'll be ur light. when u fall, i'll catch u. when you think dat u're alone, i'm right dere beside you. when u think everyone hates u, rmb i love you. when u think no one noes if u exist, i noe your every move and every thought.

pls take care.. cos i do care k? <3